new set of mind
i set my mind to more fine lines
it’s crazy how my brain never stops
it never stops thinking of solutions
solutions to problems
solutions to things i long for
solutions to things
that even i’m unconscious of choosing
it makes the decision to change
my ways, or my days
from hot to cold
from emotional to a better state that
i should have been in, instead.
she’s too emotional, she’s too sensitive
she’s too sentimental
it’s hard to not believe
the things you’ve heard people say
throughout your whole life
fuck them anyways, they’ll never
have the heart to really understand.
the ones who claimed they really knew
they really knew “the real you”
it’s bullshit though
it only caused pain
it only caused mistrust in
believing people are selfless
-the ones who didn’t care
as much as you thought
the ones who left me behind
to move on with their better life
i’m trying my best
but you don’t know half of it
half of the thoughts that go through my head
it’s so hard to keep on thought though
they come and go so quickly
