it depends how long
your heart will want me for
i guess i can’t be the judge
for you don’t even know
what you want in your future
in full perspective, now.
i can understand though,
although what else should you expect?
for me to not understand,
and break up with you instead?
break up with me now
if you don’t think it’ll work out
that’ll make it easier on me
especially if you can know
as soon as can be.
if you want your lust
priveleges back, then go ahead
leave me now
i’d rather live and be alone
than have you as mine
as well as being shallow
you claim i’m the only one you see
but you could be looking at others
the same way you look at me
you could be free again,
you could want your freedom back again
and oh, trust me i understand
it’s how people “work”, right?
it’s how we make amends.
it’s how everyone’s brains conceive things
we change for the best or the worst
you just gotta know what and who you want
as a consistency in your life
for you’ll be a much happier being
unless you want freedom all your life
that’s okay too though
you made the choice.
i made the choice to be with you
and you made the choice too
you made a choice to drink
i made the choice to cut my skin through
we made the choice to hurt each other
even if it wasn’t right.
but i thought to myself
what all makes us different.
we listen to each other
we’re passionate about our love.
we’re everything i’d ever hope for
in a healthy relationship.
trust needs to be revived
but i’m sure we’ll survive.
sure, we’ll survive with every choice we make.
if we were to lose each other,
what’s really at stake?
